[A little agreeing sound, while Mash thinks that over more. Now she's the one having unbidden thoughts of the Doctor. Had Ritsuka meant to invoke his memory with that? Or is that just the way things are, now? It isn't the first time his ghost has crept up in Mash's thoughts when she didn't expect it to. At times, the knowledge of who he truly was and everything he did, explained by the others after Mash's miraculous return . . . it feels like a curse.
She had wanted, deep down, to have gone on believing he was happy.
The placeholder expression on her face slowly crumples into a frown at the thought. It's a much sadder sight than the stars, and Mash hopes Ritsuka keeps looking up at those instead.]
You're right. It isn't just that these are the things I always wanted for myself. They're the things I want for everyone else too.
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I GUESS FGO PT 1 SPOILERS FOR ANYONE WHO CARES!!
Date: 2019-05-13 11:24 pm (UTC)[A little agreeing sound, while Mash thinks that over more. Now she's the one having unbidden thoughts of the Doctor. Had Ritsuka meant to invoke his memory with that? Or is that just the way things are, now? It isn't the first time his ghost has crept up in Mash's thoughts when she didn't expect it to. At times, the knowledge of who he truly was and everything he did, explained by the others after Mash's miraculous return . . . it feels like a curse.
She had wanted, deep down, to have gone on believing he was happy.
The placeholder expression on her face slowly crumples into a frown at the thought. It's a much sadder sight than the stars, and Mash hopes Ritsuka keeps looking up at those instead.]
You're right. It isn't just that these are the things I always wanted for myself. They're the things I want for everyone else too.